About This Blog

I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ Of Latter-day Saints. And on this blog, I share some of the things I believe in with you (in case you're interested) in addition to the church talks I gave in the past.

A word of warning: I DO NOT like to sugarcoat my thoughts and experiences. I express my thoughts in a direct and honest manner. And sometimes, the truth is hard and hurtful to hear. If you're offended by anything I say regarding my experiences in the Church, then I suggest you not read this blog. I am in no way trying to denounce anything regarding the Church but to promote the good of it. I am also attempting to show that Mormons (as we are generally called) are not weird people but normal people going about doing good in our communities.

Friday, December 14, 2012

Our Hearts May Be Full Of Holes, But Our Resolve Will Stand Out Strong

"For those who eschew evil and live good lives, who strive for a brighter day and keep the commandments of God, things can get better and better even in the face of tragedy." -Keith B. McMullin

Credit and copyright of this work goes to my good friend Kyoo Park.
Used with his permission.

"Holes..."
"Wounds in the hearts of people who lost their loved ones..."
"No one can fix those..."
"The feeling of something's missing..."
"Emptiness..."
"It's too late to fill up the holes."

-Kyoo Park

I am no stranger to tragedy and neither is my friend Kyoo Park, who eloquently expressed his feelings in the drawing (above) he skillfully created after news spread today regarding the violence that took place in Newtown, Connecticut. What adds fuel to the fires of tragedy is the occurrence of it during the holiday season, which should be a happy time. Even worse, the victims were mostly elementary school children. But for the families of the victims, the holidays this year has become difficult one. And for these families, the holidays in the years to come will be packaged with difficult reminders in carrying on without loved ones whose lives were extinguished on this day...

From The Bible, a passage brings some comfort in the form of a loving Heavenly Father:

"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." (Revelation 21:4)

My friends and those who may read this, our hearts may be full of holes, but our resolve will stand out strong. I know God loves each and every one of us and He wants what's best for us. It is my prayer that as human beings, we strive and continually be our best selves. I pray that the Spirit of our Father in Heaven will be with these families in their time of need and bringing comfort and peace to all who have been affected by this tragedy.


I dedicate this blog entry to the young victims and their families.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Gratitude 100



I learned this towards the end of my mission and I figured since it's November with the next holiday to look forward to is Thanksgiving, I thought I'd share this with you:

Think of at least 10 of each of the following things to be grateful for:

I.) Physical Abilities
II.) Material Possessions
III.) Living People
IV.) Deceased People
V.) Things About Nature
VI.) Places On Earth
VII.) Modern Inventions
VIII.) Food Items
IX.) Gospel Principles/Topics
X.) Things About Being A Missionary

Here are mine:

I.) Physical Abilities

1.) Being able to play the Piano at all.
2.) Having been able to play the Trumpet/Baritone, thanks to high school music programs.
3.) Playing/learning the Ocarina. (Yes, I'm a Zelda geek!)
4.) I can read and write, thanks to the education I received.
5.) Having recently done so, the right to vote.
6.) Driving a car.
7.) Not the greatest but having the guts to sing at Karaoke!
8.) Teaching, as long as it's the appropriate environment.
9.) Riding a bicycle.
10.) Not good, but being able to skate.

II.) Material Possessions

1.) Cell phone for communication.
2.) Laptop for communication and other personal usage.
3.) Camera for photography hobby.
4.) The scriptures; every word of it is true!
5.) Journals; record of personal importance, at least since my mission.
6.) Daily planner to write stuff down in.
7.) I'm no fashion expert but I sure do like my Japanese-tailored suit!
8.) iPod for musical entertainment.
9.) My instruments; Piano, Trumpet, Ocarina.
10.) Electronic dictionary for Japanese-English conversion.



III.) Living People

1.) My parents, for raising me right and to the best of their abilities.
2.) My sisters for being a motivation to be a good example.
3.) All my other relatives for various reasons.
4.) The full time missionaries; doing the most important work of the Lord since 1830.
5.) Seminary teachers who taught me gospel principles during school days.
6.) Sunday School teachers for putting up with various age groups to teach the gospel on Sundays.
7.) Priesthood leaders for fulfilling their duties and being an example.
8.) Thomas S. Monson, our current Prophet of the church.
9.) Whether they may have been crappy or not, my school teachers for at least trying to do their job at teaching.
10.) The men and women working in the modern aviation industry.

IV.) Deceased People

1.) Rokuro Tsunakawa, grandfather from my mother's side of the family.
2.) Joseph Smith, for restoring our church.
3.) Sarah Ellen Ashton
4.) Past prophets for their teachings.
5.) Whether I knew them or not, my deceased relatives for leaving us with a legacy.
6.) Aviation pioneers who achieved what was then impossible.
7.) Those who died in war fighting for freedom in the United States.
8.) Members of law enforcement who unfortunately met an end while in the line of duty.
9.) Various historical figures who made an impact for the betterment of mankind.
10.) Other inspirational figures who lived by high morals and standards.

V.) Things About Nature

1.) Snow is awesome; so much better than rain.
2.) Fall leaves, so long as they are not wet!
3.) Japanese Sakura season.
4.) Bamboo; it just looks so cool.
5.) A rising/setting sun.
6.) Wind feels great when it's not too strong!
7.) Beaches are fun to play at for at least couple hours.
8.) Japanese rice fields are just so pretty.
9.) Water; fun to swim in when there's no danger involved.
10.) Fire; fun in a destructive way and fun to have for cooking or campouts as long as safe practice is observed.

VI.) Places On Earth

1.) Washington D.C.
2.) Ashton, Idaho
3.) Tokyo, Japan
4.) Reno, Nevada
5.) Nagoya, Japan (and pretty much the rest of Central Japan)
6.) Ichikai, Japan
7.) Chicago, Illinois
8.) Kyoto, Japan
9.) Seattle, Washington
10.) Los Angeles, California

VII.) Modern Inventions

1.) Anime and Manga concept is just so genius!
2.) Digital Cameras; they make photography so much easier!
3.) Skype; great for video calls.
4.) Power Washers; they make short work of moss, mold and other crap that's hard to get off concrete!
5.) mp3 music players.
6.) Portable DVD players.
7.) Netflix
8.) Facebook for social networking.
9.) Blogger (despite Google owning it) for being able to do this.
10.) Wikipedia; great place to look things up for the most part.

VIII.) Food Items

1.) Gyoza
2.) White Rice
3.) Red Tuna (Maguro)
4.) Udon noodles
5.) Indo-Curry (Butter-Chicken is the best!)
6.) Yaki-Soba noodles
7.) Pizza, when I'm not sick of them!
8.) A good burger sounds great at times.
9.) Whoever invented french fries is a genius!
10.) Tempura shrimp!

IX.) Gospel Principles/Topics

1.) The Atonement.
2.) Eternal Families.
3.) The Temple.
4.) The Priesthood.
5.) Church Hymns.
6.) Having agency.
7.) Guidance of the Holy Ghost.
8.) The principle of repentance.
9.) Missionary work.
10.) Church History.

X.) Things About Being A Missionary (Or having served a mission)

1.) Being able to speak Japanese from it.
2.) The people I met and the relationships cultivated from it.
3.) Better understanding of the gospel.
4.) Better perspective on differing cultures.
5.) The experience to serve even as a member missionary.
6.) The idea of a professional image.
7.) The ability to share the gospel.
8.) The opportunities to be able to assist the full time missionaries (including one from Japan!)
9.) The opportunities to make independent decisions and participate in team efforts.
10.) The many memories worth two years.


Friday, October 19, 2012

Conversion



I've been thinking about it but I finally decided to go ahead and share with anyone who might read what I guess you can call the story of my conversion when I fully embraced the gospel.

I still hold some feelings of resentment regarding some of this, but these things I experienced played a vital role on my road to full conversion. I've been a member of the church all my life despite being born into a part-member family. In high school, my biggest forte (no pun intended!) was the music program; in particular, band class. Half way through freshman year, I became the section leader of the trumpets section. When the school year was nearing completion, I auditioned for the for the higher level band as well the marching band. I was successful and got admitted as a member of the two groups as well as becoming a representative in various leadership positions for the next three years to come.

Things were looking up, until my parents dropped a bombshell; we were moving across the country from the Washington D.C. area to Oregon. All the things I achieved, the efforts I made, short-lived and a waste. Much to my absolute disappointment, it was too late for me to join the marching band program at my new high school. If that wasn't disappointing enough, the credentials I gained from my freshman year did not apply at my new high school either. It seemed like in an instant, I went from "rising leader" to "last-chair underdog". The thought of it brought dark feelings of resentment.

There was only one thing I could do and that was try and work my way back up. But that was "easier said than done." The motivation and confidence I established as a freshman in high school was gone. At the time, it was a new low-point for me. I felt that my new high school band program was out of my league and without a doubt I felt out of place. I tried to have fun especially when basketball season started by participating in the Pep Band but I still felt empty inside. In a nutshell, I resented (not blamed) my band teacher who "demoted" me in the first place. I resented fellow students in the band program, especially when they held a leadership position. I resented not being a section leader like I was as a freshman.

I was also in school with two of my cousins at the time and our family is particularly close. But honestly, I resented some of their actions as well. I felt they really didn't do much to help me feel welcome at my new school. To me, they were the "Mr. Popular" among their friends and I felt stuck in their shadows.

If there was ANYTHING keeping me afloat during these times, it must have been the church. I've always believed The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter-day Saints was true. But even so, I questioned why God would allow all this to happen to me. During these three years of high school, I had a very influential Seminary instructor and later on, a very influential (and excellent in my opinion) Sunday School Teacher who helped me to keep pushing along. The church was the only thing I really held onto but it still felt like it wasn't enough.

Somehow, I managed to make it through sophomore year, the first year at my new high school. I got good grades (which wasn't a huge issue). But I still wasn't satisfied, especially with where I was in the band program. I seriously considered quitting the program to save myself the embarrassment I started feeling but I gave the program another chance by starting with marching band, which I was finally allowed to join. Even so, I still resented being the "underdog" of the group. Junior year wasn't better because I got braces on my teeth half way through the school year. And anyone who plays a wind instrument knows that really hurts playing technique as was the case for me. My ability to play the trumpet went down the drain and it became painful physically as was already mentally to play.

At the end of the year, I just couldn't take it anymore. Once again, the thought of quitting the program crossed my mind. But I first decided to talk with my band director and discuss a possible alternative. He immediately suggested I switch instruments from the Trumpet to the Baritone (a brass instrument with the same fingering technique as the trumpet but on the bass scale). The thought of switching intrigued me; the new instrument turned out to be very accommodating and I almost felt no pain even with braces since the mouthpiece on the Baritone was a lot larger than on the Trumpet. Again, I participated in the marching band for my senior year and for the first time, I actually found enjoyment in this band program. Maybe it was the newly found love of my new instrument, but I certainly didn't feel like an underdog anymore.

But feelings of resentment still smoldered. I reflected often asking whether or not this was worth it. My younger sister auditioned for and got accepted into the highest concert ensemble that school year. But ever since I moved to Oregon, I've always been in the "middle band". And I still wasn't a leader at anything so for a while, I felt slightly out of place and a little dissatisfied.

It was during this school year when two particular life-changers took place. The first was a day after Thanksgiving. I went flying with my uncle on his Cessna 172. Four minutes into our flight, the single-engine started losing power forcing us to turn around and declare an emergency. We landed safely and nothing too dramatic happened. But being in that situation was quite an adrenaline rush for me. Then exactly three months after that experience, something a little more dramatic happened; an auto accident. I was slowing down for a red light when the next thing I knew was getting read-ended, air bags set off and being injured. But thankfully, these injuries were non-life threatening. What surprised me even more was I got rear-ended by someone I knew, someone (to this day) I consider a friend. I went to the hospital to check on my injuries and then went home after that. This was a first-hand experience on forgiveness and I easily found it in my heart to forgive. I suppose these two experiences helped me realize that there is more to life than meets the eye and life can be fragile.

(Thinking about it now, man-kind would be a miserable thing if life only went up until high school! Good things that's not the case!)

Finding a better appreciation for my life and the things I have, I made the most of it from then on, especially during the remaining months of my senior year and going back to the band program. I excelled at the position I was at and I moved on for the most part in regards to the past. I graduated from high school with full honors in the music program receiving the Director's Award which few students receive on a yearly basis. I was also recognized within the band program, especially for the changes I had to make in a three year time frame. And as for my band director, I came to appreciate him for not giving up on me and caring for my best interests. In the end, I've come to respect him and any resentment I had towards him was all gone.

Again, I always knew the church was true even when during times when I questioned a few things. I served a mission in Japan and I experienced similar feelings like the ones I did in high school. In addition to the great experiences I had, I resented some things. In particular, the way my mission turned out was unexpected. For the longest time, I totally expected to become a senior companion half-way through and possibly hold a leadership position sometime after that. But I ended up waiting well over a year after I started my mission before becoming a senior companion. Prior to my mission, the last time I had any leadership responsibilities was when I conducted my Eagle Project in the Boy Scouts of America. I could have trained a new missionary, I could have lead a group of missionaries but I didn't get any of those opportunities and I resented that. Again, I felt out place and it all made me question why God would let this be the case.

All of these experiences would be meaningless if I haven't learned anything from it. Regarding my mission, I learned people who are serving in leadership positions are asked to serve in such capacity mainly because they have something they need to learn from it. I assume there would've been nothing for me to learn had I served in such a leadership position.

My dad said this to me in an E-mail towards the end of mission: "You have nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about. You should be proud of your accomplishments and proud of yourself as an individual." Those words of encouragement keeps me going, no matter how tough things become. And for the most part, it's all in the past and I am at peace with it.

As my mission president would always say when opening a meeting, "The gospel is true."

Thursday, October 11, 2012

September 23, 2012 Talk: We ARE Survivors!



Good day to you brothers and sisters. I am grateful for the opportunity I have to speak today. It's been about six months now since I came home from my mission and this is actually my first talk since my homecoming. I gotta admit, I was doing pretty well staying under the radar these last six months but two weeks ago I showed a little early for Family Home Evening and I got roped into giving this talk. Moral of the story: DON'T show up early for a Family Home Evening! I honestly had no intention of attending this Singles Branch mainly because 1.) at the time, we were meeting in West Salem and 2.) we had to meet at one o' clock in the afternoon. Funny story how I finally decided to attend: It was only a few weeks since I got home from my mission. Typical of me, my sleep habits were still pretty bad and I overslept and missed the meetings for Turner Ward scheduled at the time so I figured, "Eh. Might as well go over to West Salem and check out the Single Branch." I had forgotten that my uncle is a counselor in the Branch Presidency here and him being an opportunist, he handed me an information form and persuaded me to fill it out. And that's how I ended up being a member of this Young Single Adults Branch. Now that we're back here in our own Stake Center meeting at 1:30 in the afternoon, I was starting to think, "Maybe joining this Branch was a mistake!" (I'm just pulling your leg here!) I'm really grateful to part of this Branch and to be serving in the callings that I have.

I thought about what should I speak on; I prayed really hard about it... Just within these last six months, I've been doing a lot of reflecting, thinking to myself, asking myself:

"How have I served others?"
"How have I been influencing those around me?"

I gotta admit, feelings that emit from this reflection process was not always positive. There were times of resentment along with all the happiness that I felt. But in battle against resentment, I always tell myself something my dad told me just before I came home from my mission: "You have nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about. You should be proud of your accomplishments and proud of yourself as an individual." And I take those words to heart. Speaking freely, a lot has changed since I left for my mission and in the few years that followed. Whether we like it or not, things will keep on changing. For many, these changes could mean tough times. For many, uncertainty stares us in the face and that sometimes results in anger, hate, doubt, anguish, and sadness. But brothers and sisters despite the hardships we may face, we got to remember this: We have the gospel. It can take us higher and farther than we can imagine.

In the late 1960's, the United States Air Force deployed a couple of their then-brand new SR-71 Blackbird spy planes to Kadena Air Base in Okinawa, Japan. It was around that time this really inspiring quote emerged. Now I don't know who coined this saying but to me, this is a really great parallel to how the gospel can bless us: "Though I fly through the Valley of Death, I shall fear no evil. For I am at 80,000 feet and climbing." (Good luck converting that to the Metric System!) This "Valley of Death" can represent our hardships and our trials. And the ability to be at 80,000 feet and being able to continue the climb is a representation to how the gospel can bless us and how it has blessed us so far.

Following and staying up to date with current events and new around the world, even I find it astonishing regarding how technology and means of communications have become. Especially when it's used and abused  for all the wrong reasons, as was the case over in the Middle East and parts of North Africa; as a result of disrespect and wrongful use of the social media, drastic consequences have taken place. Even a simple, innocent status update on Facebook or any other social media network is subject to becoming a battle ground of heated discussion or debate in the form of ten plus comments.

Brothers and sisters despite all the negative things that happen or what's been said, we know which grounds to stand on; we don't need to (and shouldn't!) make unrighteous judgments or come up with false conclusions. My dad also taught me something (via E-mail) during a particularly frustrating time during my mission. In a nutshell, he taught me that we shouldn't disrespect different religious points-of-view and opinions. He said: "It's fine to harbor SOME ill-will towards others. It's human nature, and sometimes that's all we can do because of the type of people they are. But we should be careful about painting a whole group of people based on personalities, characteristics, and actions of just a couple of them. I realize it's impossible to completely ignore it but we should try not to be too judgmental of entire groups just based on the actions of a few jerk individuals."

Although not always the case unfortunately, mutual respect can only be achieved when the concept of disrespect (and unrighteous judgment) is thrown out the window. I remember at the end of my mission, I had the opportunity to visit some relatives who lived just north of Tokyo. At the time, well over 15 years have passed since I last saw them and my memory of them unfortunately was faint and little. Also, I haven't been officially released as a full-time missionary so I kept my name badge on; I just knew my Japanese relatives were gonna notice it. Before embarking on the long train ride to northern Japan, I uttered a prayer to Heavenly Father that I'll be able to explain to them what I have been doing regarding my service as a missionary for the church in a simple, understandable way. For some reason, I felt this inexplicable feeling of calmness. And I thought I heard someone say, "Don't worry about it! It's all taken care of." And was thinking, "How in the world is it taken care of? I haven't seen them for 15 years!" But I trusted the prompting and went with it. As we reunited with my grandmother, my aunt, and couple of my cousins, they noticed my missionary name badge and asked about it. And this is what shocked me: my mother, a non-member explained to her family to the best of her knowledge what I have been doing in Japan for two years. And there was positive reactions from my relatives; they were generally impressed considering I was able to re-learn the Japanese language. And as a result, we established mutual respect regarding our different religious beliefs and the our cultures.

During this time, this short family reunion, about the second or third day spending time with them, we visited the grave of my grandfather, Rokuro Tsunakawa. I wrote about this occasion in my mission journal and I'd like to read some portions of it to you today: (Tuesday, March 27, 2012) "It was a pretty laid back day spent here in the REAL rural Japan. Aunt Kazuko took my sisters shopping at a mall near central Utsunomiya and I got dragged along to serve as a translator (and I was fine with that!). After a little quality time, we visited Jichan (grandfather) Rokuro's grave to pay our respects, thus fulfilling our unfinished business here in the Tochigi Prefecture. I gotta say though, I experienced a wide range of emotions here. Though my memory of him is faint and little, I miss him. I miss grandfather a lot. Not being able to see him before he died  is only one of a small handful of things I regret to this day. It is hard to believe that it has been ten years now since he passed away."

My grandfather died of cancer. He was a heavy smoker so I know what killed him. But despite that, he was a well-respected rice farmer and a well-known man in the community. When we visited the graveyard, it was just a really beautiful site full of mixed trees and bamboo on this little hillside. And you can see vast amounts of rice fields in sight beyond the treeline. I couldn't imagine a more beautiful place to be put to rest. As we went to pay our respects, my aunt said to me in Japanese, "It's okay to not fully take part or understand the Japanese custom in doing this." I responded, "I don't fully understand the meaning of Buddhism, but I wish to respect it." And to this day brothers and sisters, that mutual respect we shared is more precious to me than ever. This visit wasn't about converting them to the LDS church. And it was most definitely not about condemning my late-grandfather's smoking habits that killed him. It was about acknowledging the mutual respect we had regarding our religious beliefs and the culture we inherited. And we achieved that!

After parting ways with my dear relatives overseas, I learned that life is meant for making memories. And I'm grateful for the memories I shared with them six months ago. I'm grateful for a loving Heavenly Father for watching over them when disaster struck the region nearly two years ago. I remember a story members have told me towards the end of my mission. It is a story of sacrifice regarding the earthquake that happened in Japan in March of 2011. And I'd like to pass it on to you today:

"After the earthquake subsided, rescuers reached the remains of a house of a young woman. They saw her crouching through the debris. With much difficulty, the paramedic team leader reached his hand through the cracks in the walls in order to touch the woman's body. He was hoping that this woman would still be alive. However, the cold, hard body confirmed that she was dead for sure. He and the rest of the team left the sight and went to search a building next door which also collapsed. For some reason, the team leader was driven by this irresistible force to return to the house they just abandoned."

Now as Latter-day Saints, we can assume that this man was guided by the Spirit.

"Again he knelt, and used his hands to reach through the cracks to find the narrow little space underneath the corpse. Suddenly he shouted "A child! There is a child!" The whole team worked together, as they carefully removed the piles of debris around the dead woman. There was a boy about three months old, wrapped in a blanket under the dead body of his mother. Obviously, the woman had made the ultimate sacrifice to save her son. As the house fell, she used her body as a shield in order to protect her child. The boy was peacefully sleeping when the team leader finally extracted him. A field doctor was called in quickly to take the boy. As he unwrapped the little blanket, he found a cell phone. There was an unsent text message on the screen. And the message said, 'If you can survive, you must remember I love you.' There wasn't a single dry eye among the group; as the cell phone was passed around, each individual involved in the rescue broke into tears."

"If you can survive, you must remember I love you."

Such is the love of a mother for her child! I can't help but imagine a loving Heavenly Father saying that to each and every one of us prior to beginning our mortal journey here. Brothers and sisters as weird as it may sound, we too are survivors because we live in a time where the gospel of Jesus Christ is in full force. So long as we live the gospel standards, we will continue to survive. In addition, we can also show others; that is why I cannot stress enough the importance of missionary work. There ARE people out there looking for the answers, looking for the reasons regarding the purpose of life.

No matter what the circumstances, no matter where we may end up, and no matter what trials we may face, remember this: Heavenly Father loves us. I have certainly felt His love over the last couple years, and especially these last six months during troubled times filled with trials and difficulties. Brothers and sisters, we can overcome our trials and we can keep on surviving. In the 21st chapter of Revelation, the fourth verse is a scripture that I always loved: And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. (Revelation 21:4)

May we always continue to strive to live the gospel. May we always strive to remember missionary work and to remember those who are struggling for the answers. These are my thoughts and my testimony to you. And I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

April 22, 2012 Mission Homecoming Talk: Personal Revelation, the Church in Japan, and Aligning it all to the Lord's Will



My original plan was to humor you all, brothers and sisters with a few jokes about 'Yellow Fever'. But I later realized that there really IS a Yellow Fever that can kill you so I'm going to refrain from doing that today. But, having served in Japan as a missionary and myself being a "product of Yellow Fever", I can declare that a "win-Wynn situation" (no pun intended!). I sure do love Japan, brothers and sisters. And it has been a privilege to have served in the Japan Nagoya Mission. And me returning to Japan has been long overdue, I can tell you that right now. I realize I gotta be a little careful about my remarks today for I fear making my family or even the bishopric cringe in their seats; I have no intention of doing that!

Today my purpose in speaking to you this morning is on the topic of personal revelation and I was also hoping to connect that with missionary work and my personal experiences in the mission field. To start off:

I.) Personal Revelation:


We're entitled to it, every single one of us in this room. It comes to us at different levels whether it be on a personal level, at a family level (for example, if you're a father presiding over your own family), or even for a church calling. And especially for our callings, there's usually something for us to learn from it by way of revelation. Referring to the fourth chapter, page 89, Joseph Smith teaches, "Salvation cannot come without revelation; it is vain for anyone to minister without it" (History of the Church3:389; Preach My Gospel Chapter 4 Recognize the Spirit, p. 89). And if we go further into the section on personal revelation here, it also says, "Joseph Smith also taught that revelation is vital for you daily work: "This is the principle on which the government of heaven is conducted-by revelation adapted to the circumstances in which the children of the kingdom are placed" (History of the Church, 5:135; Preach My Gospel Chapter 4 Recognize the Spirit, Personal Revelation p. 89). And it says further on here: "You have been promised inspiration to know what to do and have been given power to do it (see D&C 43:15-16). He will help you as you try to recognize and understand the Spirit through diligent scripture study" (Preach My Gospel Chapter 4 Recognize the Spirit, p. 89). It's pretty self-explanatory here, brothers and sisters. Without revelation, this church cannot exist. It's just amazing how well organized a church unit, a Stake, the church as a whole is organized through General Authority leadership, then going down to local leadership. Each of those men and women called to leadership or axillary positions have been entitled to receive THAT type of revelation, whether it be on a local level or a more general level.

Going further into Preach My Gospel on page 99, which is entitled 'A Word of Caution' (that should be a wake-up call to all of us!). First, it says "Revelation and spiritual experiences are sacred. They should be kept private and discussed only in appropriate situations." It also says, "Resist the temptation to talk freely about these experiences." President James E. Faust is also quoted here and it says, "If worthy, we are entitled to receive revelations for ourselves, parents for their children, and members of the Church in their callings. But the right of revelation for others does not extend beyond our own stewardship" (President James E. Faust, "Communion with the Holy Spirit," Ensign, March 2002). From what I interpret here, there are several prerequisites and post requisites when it comes to revelation. In 2010, the entire missionary curriculum at all Missionary Training Centers was altered and ultimately changed throughout that year. Part of that curriculum includes teaching missionaries how to become trustworthy missionaries and my Mission President couldn't emphasize enough on this. To become trustworthy missionaries, we had to become:


1.) Master Finders
2.) Master Teachers
3.) Master Planners
4.) Followers of the Master, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.


Most of the prerequisites that I can think of fall under Followers of the Master, and that can be broken down even further. First is obedience; when we get the promptings by way of revelation, we should obey by acting on it. We should also as President Faust said, be worthy of it by obeying all of God's commandments. Second is faithfulness; sometimes we can be unsure even when one would think he or she has the answers. There's always uncertainty but having faith will lead to action. Third is unity. Now in the context of unity, we usually refer to missionary companionships being unified in teaching the lessons or allowing the Spirit to work through them. As members of the church, unity means we need to be living faithfully by Gospel standards, on the same page as the Lord and what His will is for us. Unity connects back to obedience and faithfulness; unity with the Lord's will means being completely faithful to Him and obedient to the standards we are expected to live as members of the church. Sometimes it might require us to be faithful to be unified, especially for those of us who may be living under standards or influences contrary to the Lord's standards. Fourth is determination; we are sometimes required to put forth the effort and work for the answers we may be seeking. Determination can be further fueled and strengthened by faith. So long as we have the faith that our answers that we seek WILL come AND throw in our honest efforts, we shouldn't have to stress about it! Fifth, a really important prerequisite tied back to obedience is cleanliness. The Spirit does NOT dwell in unclean places whether in a room, home, or in one's mind.


Post requisites to revelation includes being trustworthy of it and we can strengthen that trust by:


1.) Maintaining the sacred nature and the privacy levels of these spiritual experiences we have.
2.) Maintaining limited usage of it based on our level of stewardship. For example, you will never receive revelation to tell a Bishop or Stake President how to fulfill his calling.
3.) Act! Once we get the answers or prompting, act on that!


Personal revelation is really important in Missionary work. Each individual area that an Elder or a Sister is assigned to has different individual needs, based on the people within that area they come in contact with. The needs can be met by way of revelation; it's not easy but it's the Lords way, and it's the only way.


II.) Thoughts of Missionary Work and the Church in Japan


I don't have much time left but I would like to transition at this time and share a few thoughts with you about missionary work and the church in Japan. First I refer to Alma 13:24-25; this scripture became the backbone to my motivation and commitment to missionary work not too long after I went into the the Missionary Training Center. It reads, "For behold, angels are declaring it unto many at this time in our land; and this is for the purpose of preparing the hearts of the children of men to receive his word at the time of his coming in his glory. And now we only wait to hear the joyful news declared unto us by the mouth of angels, of his coming; for the time cometh, we know not how soon. Would to God that it might be in my day; but let it be sooner or later, in it I will rejoice."

I found myself asking from time to time whether or not a mission really is "the best two years" of a young LDS mans life. The answer to that question depends on how one makes of it. To me, a mission wasn't "the best two years" of my life and I don't mean to say that my mission was a miserable experience. I had a great time; to me, a mission is always going to be filled with bits of hardships and misery along with all the successes and the joy that comes out of it. To me, the words "the best two years" has been overused as a trademark saying based on a movie and I fear many missionaries serving today try to base their own experiences off it with a set of expectations... But I think a mission is an important two years because a young man goes through so many life-changing experiences. I didn't mean to offend anybody by saying what I just said but what matters most is that one did his or her best on their mission, fulfilling their responsibilities and following and living the standards of a missionary.

This leads me to my next point and I would like to speak briefly about expectations. I wish I knew some of these things before going out on my mission... Missionaries are expected to do a lot of things in addition to the things that they shouldn't do! We bombard them with it all the time and we should at least expect them to live by the rules and standards of a missionary. But of all the expectations we have for each other, the ones that should matter the most is ones own expectation aligned with the Lords will. Other expectations including ones from other family members, relatives or friends no offense, don't really matter. For example, don't bombard your missionary son or daughter with expectations of them becoming fluent with the language or becoming a District Leader or an assistant to the mission president. From personal experience, I didn't expect my mission to turn out the way it did. I still take this very personally but I wanted be serving in a leadership position sometime in my mission but I never got to. There were times I dealt with feelings of resentment about the matter but in the long run, I'm now at peace; I came to realize (and again, I wish I knew this long before) we're usually called to these positions because there is something that we need to learn from it so I take it that I had nothing to learn had I served in a leadership position.

I had a difficult time putting this into words brothers and sisters but regarding The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in Japan, let's just say there's plenty of room for improvement. It's tough to be Japanese Saint, brothers and sisters. It's hard enough when your co-workers pressure you to go out and get drunk with them every night after work when you have high standards to live. It's hard to be a teenager in Japan struggling to make friends unless you attend extracurricular activities also known as cram school which can eat up a lot of time, leaving little of it for church activities. Imagine your children attending in a seminary program that only meets once a week, or it's really tough, once a month. Despite the hardships and the faults the church has over there, it will improve; prophets have prophesied and testified of it.

In 1998, President Henry B. Eyring then as an apostle visited Japan and spoke at the former Japan Missionary Training Center. In his address, he said "... in reality, the Lord is laying  down the foundation. And upon this foundation, miracles will occur. These miracles will happen in the form of great changes occurring in the hearts of members of the Church in Japan. This has just now started to happen although it may not be easy to see. The day will come when members of the Church will consider it a privilege to speak to colleagues at work and people in their neighborhoods about the Church... But even if the Lord changes the hearts of those outside the Church so they hold feelings of respect for the Church, unless (Church members) decide they want to introduce their friends to the missionaries and their actions show the gospel is true so the people around them will turn their ears to the teachings of the Lord, the work of the Lord will be retarded in its progress."

That should be a wake-up call not only for members in Japan but to ALL of us. I understand it's sometimes difficult or even nerve racking to share the gospel with your friends. But all it takes is a little faith and if they reject the message, move on; you've done your part. I said that to the members over in Japan many times... Long story short, the members of Japan deserve so much more. Compared to Salem Stake, few of the areas I served in don't have what we have; consider yourselves blessed. Some of the members feel it's a burden to go to church; there are good explanations why over half of the total membership in Japan is less-active. How sad is that? A little over a year ago, Elder Jeffrey R. Holland of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles visited the Asia North Area, making a stop in the Japan Nagoya Mission. As a mission, we gathered for an All-Mission Conference to hear Elder Holland speak; he walked up and down the aisles of the chapel we were in and just before closing, he turned the brethren on the stand, Elders Rasband and Stevenson who were accompanying him and said to them, "Brethren, I feel as if I need to do something here that I haven't felt before."

Elder Holland proceeded to extend an apostolic blessing not only to us but to the entire Asia North Area in our presence. He E-mailed my mission president a paragraph containing the blessing and I would like to read this to you today:

"Because this has been such a wonderful experience for us and because we feel the missionaries are working diligently, I feel to leave a blessing not only upon you elders and sisters here in Nagoya but also upon every mission in the area. In response to that prompting and by the priesthood I hold  and the apostolic office that has brought us to Asia, I do bless every one of you that you will feel the urgency of the work and the love our Father in Heaven has for you in laboring in his vineyard. I bless you with the Spirit of the Lord to be with you in your duties, guiding you in your study, leading you in your proselyting efforts, comforting you regarding any concerns you have here in the mission or with your families at home. God will bless you and all for whom you pray. He loves you, this is His work, and He pours out his blessings on those who diligently serve Him. Let your hearts be peaceful. Angels are dispatched to attend you and those about whom you care so much."

"I bless the nations of Japan and Korea, and the other island locations of our missionaries in this area. Father, bless the people that they will be responsive to the Spirit, that they will feel a hunger in their heart to find the truth, and that they will recognize these missionaries as being agents from Thee when they present Thy truth to them. To aid in that I bless political leaders, the economy of the nations, and any other forces that sometimes disrupt the work. May stability and tranquility come in those social and cultural forces. I bless members, priesthood leaders, and investigators-including the less active-that a major thrust will go forward from this apostolic visit to this land. I turn the key again, as keys have been turned in before, to bring a new chapter, a higher achievement, greater success in this most important work in the world. Such success can only come from heaven. We can work hard to prepare the way and deserve success, but the blessings come only from our Father in Heaven. In that, we honor Him, give praise to Him, vow to be clean and worthy, and diligently labor before Him to see a new era of the gospel rise in this Land of the Rising Sun and neighboring nations. May it be so now, with power and great glory, I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, amen."

That right there was one of the most powerful experiences I ever had on my mission and probably in my entire life. It was indeed a privilege to have been in Japan at that time. Less than a month after Elder Hollands visit to Japan, one of the most powerful earthquakes to ever hit rattled the country causing devastation to Sendai and much of the Tōhoku region. Having relatives in that region, I thank a loving and merciful Heavenly Father for watching over them. It's been over a year but recovery efforts and problems there are on-going and it's my hope and prayer that things will finally get back to normal over there...

If there's anything I can pass on to the future generation of missionaries, I first repeat what Elder Kazuhiko Yamashita of the Seventy counseled us which is to bring a desire to preach the gospel, a developed testimony and love for others. My recommendations are by way of revelation prayerfully figure out what your expectations can be. Once you figured that out, find out what the Lord expects of you by aligning your expectations to His will. Also take something small you can carry around that has significant meaning to you. This can be a ring, your name badge, a pin but every time you're at your lowest point, at a dark hour of discouragement, reach down and touch the object and remember the meaning of it and beat the discouragement; let this small object of yours be the tool to help you beat discouragement during your mission and for the rest of your life.

Brothers and sisters, we are imperfect and that's a part of Heavenly Fathers plan. I hope each of you will take the time to count your blessings because there are others out there, not just in Japan but throughout the world waiting for the blessings we have. Please consider your own blessings and pray for those who deserve so much better. May we always strive to do our best in fulfilling our responsibilities whether it be in our callings or in our family life or our personal lives.

あまりたくさん時間は無いですけれでも今から日本語で証したいと思います。この教会は神様の真実の教会であることを知ってます。また主イエスキリストは生きてるので、彼の犠牲、彼の模範、彼の教え心から感謝慕いと思います。神様はジョセフスミス、召された預言者によって、この教会とこの福音を回復されたことを知ってます。本当に、この回復された福音を感謝します。私は宣教師として日本名古屋伝道部に伝道できたので心から感謝します。また、15年振りに日本にいる親族もう一回会ったことに感謝します。また自分の家族も感謝します。とりあえず、この福音や生活あるので、私はがんばりたいと思います。愛する兄弟姉妹の皆さん、よろしくお願いします。この話と下手くそ証、全て主イエスキリスト様の聖なる名前をとして証しました。アーメン。

Monday, April 16, 2012

To Start Things Off...



Well, to start things off welcome to my I guess what you call my "religious blog". This is where I talk about and share my beliefs. There are several reasons why I decided to do this:

1.) One of my church leaders in one of his speeches encouraged us members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints to share our beliefs since in a way where we can utilize advancing technology and thus, I started this blog.

2.) I just finished serving as a missionary for my church in Japan doing what I am doing right now on this blog. Even after sharing what I believed to the good people of Japan, I have a desire to share what I believe to anyone who is interested.

This is a good time to note that if you are not interested OR offended by what I say on this blog, DON'T give me any crap about it! If you don't like it, don't read it. I leave it to your free will and choice. I don't Bible Bash and this isn't the place to do it!

Frequently I will "testify" or "bear my testimony" of the things we as members of the LDS church believe in. In that context, a testimony is defined as a public recounting of a religious conversion or experience. To us, a testimony is proof enough that the things we believe in are true.

To close this introductory post, I would like to bear a simple testimony that God loves us and He wants what's best for us. He is our Heavenly Father and He has a plan for each and every one of us. And I testify of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ who gave His life for us. We can never comprehend the things He did for us but out of faith, I know He did THOSE things.

Thank you for reading and hope you'll find enjoyment and increased spirituality from reading this blog!